i just don't get it :/ there r times when all that i can think is 'bout how wonderful the life has been treating me but now.. i really don't know.. i'm feeling so much lonely lately.
Maybe r just my shitty thoughts but all that is based in sth right? right? gosh.. i don't wanna cry anymore for this.. 'cause is making me so bad really.. is u just don't know what to do.. well.. maybe is better to peace out and be happy that is the most important thing right now for me 'cause ur so special that all the matter... b'side all ... really.
And yes, yes, yes, yes i'm so SO jealous because ur so close to the other ppl and i feel that we me not is 'cause i don't hold ur hand? is 'cause sometimes i don't say u what's going on with me? gosh~ sorry 'bout that.. really but.. try to understand me too i feel so fucking scared!
i luv u ok? even when i can write that i hate the world i'll always luv u.. eternally ♥
